Yesterday's blog

Well my online classes have been better today, I stayed the night with Cam last night so I got up at the crack up dawn and came home so he could go to work. :) I got home around 7:45 this morning and started doing my philosophy homework and got everything finished this morning! Whoooo, later in the afternoon I worked on my math for a little while and now all I have to do is finish up 18 problems before tomorrow night. YAYY
Tomorrow is my dad's birthday! Happy Birthday daddy:) I love you! :) (Hope you like my gifts:))

Today was a much better day than yesterday was, today I got to see Cameron this morning, came home got my homework finished up, took a nap, watched Grey's Anatomy, got to spend some time with my mom and sister, bought dad's birthday present, and went to work. After work I came home and watched Due Date with my family.
At work tonight I bought this book that I have been eyeing for months! I wasn't going to get it but I thought and thought about it and I made up my mind to get it. The book is called BRIDE-TO-BE. It has a page that ask you a question about you and your loved one and leaves room for you to write, and then it also has encouraging bible verses on the tops and bottoms of the pages. Basically it is a book for the bride to keep up with all the exciting things that happen to her and her fiancé, I am so excited to write in it! Well I am about to go lay down so I'll be ready to do math in the morning!

Payton and I at the hair salon in Martin to get feathers in her hair:)

Happy things

As I was reading all my past posts I realized I do alot of whineing and I seem like a very sad depressing person, but really I'm not!.....so happy facts about Lauren...
On June 24th, 1991 I was the new baby girl of Lori and Trent Robertson.
They named me Lauren Ashley Robertson, I beat meningitis when I was only four months old.
When I was five I was blessed with a little sister Payton Alexandria.
I had a friend in my life who was there for me since I was born, Ryan Christopher Chandler, he was like a brother to me.
Started playing softball when I was 5 years old.
I had my tonsils surgically removed on a Friday night when I was like 12 because they were abscessed,  two weeks later I was throwing up blood and was back in the hospital, but they fixed me:)
Shingles in the like 5th grade because I stressed out over T-CAP testing and still had to go to school and take the test (wearing coverall's and NO PANTIES, and when your that young wearing no panties is awful! haha)
Made junior high cheerleading aquad got to compete all over, and wear cute hair pieces, paint crazy colors and wear wild eye liner.
Got to high school made freshman cheerleading squad (BIG DEAL), and made high school softball team(Where I was the only freshman that got to start on Varsity squad:)).
Sophmore year of high school meant my fiance, found out who my true best friends are, and still have them in my life today (Savannah, Clarissa).
Junior Year- I am high school catcher, I am working hard and dominating. TIme to start thinking about college.
Senior year- Still playing softball one of the highest ranked batters on the team, SIGNED WITH A COLLEGE TEAM TO PLAY A YEAR OF COLLEGE SOFTBALL, (very big deal with my family, made my daddy very proud).
Freshman in college- Played a year of college ball, loved it at first it was fun, but needed to focus on my Nursing degree.
Second year- work, work, work, no ball :( Sad year. worked on school work and had the highest GPA of my college career (Proud of MYSELF)
Now-taking summer classes, hoping to get into the Nursing program next year, working at Sassafraz, working as DeLise's assistant, paying a new car payment, paying insurance, paying cell phone data plan bill, paying for expensive gas, and trying to be with my family and future husband. My life is hecktic at this moment, but I am 20 years old engaged, working two jobs, as well as being a full time student. Wanted to try out for American Idol, but you know that I couldn't! I am very blessed by God for all the wonderful things he has given me. Hope you enjoyed my life story in short version haha!

Geez, when was my last post?!?!

Happy times in my life, 20th BIRTHDAY AT the WATERPARK!

Day with IZZIE!

Well we all know it has been forever since I last posted but dumb Lauren decided to enroll in summer classes. And well my summer started bought a beautiful new laptop, got used to it (and I am still taking very good care of it), got started on my classes LOVED them the first week and a 1/2, second week came and my HATE for math came out. I do, I really can't stand to do math whatsoever!! But you know I do actually enjoy doing math when I can figure out the correct answers and when the happens I actually get into it. Math isn't the only class I am taking this summer though, I am also taking Western Philosophy. It's pretty exciting and I almost think I would really enjoy taking the class again sometime on a higher level. Only thing I am dreading about that class is the FIVE PAGE RESEARCH PAPER. Overall I am handling my classes okay I think just I get stressed out at times, ok I get stressed out pretty much every other day. They are horrible, I never thought online summer classes would be this bad, and to be honest I think I am being a big baby about it all if I would have taken 1 class I think i would be fine, but 2 classes that are usually done in 3 or 4 months during a fall or spring semster, I am doing in 10 weeks. 10 WEEKS. Yeah I am a crazy person at this point, today I found myself wanting to take everything that was sitting close to me and just smash it all, and the sad thing?...I don't think that would have made me feel any better, because I would just get mad again the second I got back on the computer. I know I am going on and on about how these classes are driving me INSANE but they seriously have me stuck in a rut at this point. I am constantly in a sad depressing mood, everytime I get to go somewhere to enjoy myself all I can think about is I hope I am not missing anything for my classes, and when I work hard on all that stuff and don't get the grade I think I deserve it is VERY DEPRESSING. SO yes, I am feeling pretty sorry for myself at this point, sad, sad, poor, pitiful Lauren. I really dislike feeling the way I have been feeling lately. So let's talk about something that makes me happy and the people who keep me going day to day shall we??:)
Cameron-My high school sweetheart, love of my life, best friend. Helps motivate me each and everyday, basically my personal cheerleader in life I'm so THANKFUL for him, he's the person I can talk to any time, wear baggy old t-shirts with my hair in a SIDE ponytail, dress up with, go riding around on a backroad with friends from high school, lay around on a Saturday morning and watch movies, play corn hole on Sunday afternoons, and most importantly he's the one I get to go running to at the end of each day, wrap my arms around him and let the world stop for a short second.

Payton-She is my sister, partner in crime, and truly someone I love with all of my heart. ALl I can say about Payton is our relationship is fun, outgoing, crazy, annoying, loving, and aggressive. We're not afraid to embrass each other when there are other people around, we'll stand in public and just lay around and hug on each other no matter who is looking, and we will let everyone know that we aren't perfect but we love our sister! People find it crazy how good we get along and how we can actually not fight, well we do fight just not that much, and I guess it was just how we were raised by our wonderful parents!

My parents- They brought me into this world, they nurtured me to health when I would get sick and they have never left my side, they are great parents and I love them so much.
There are so many other people in my life that are there for me and I love them all dearly. I am just very thankful for all of them because I have been in a rut lately, and without them I don't think I could have overcome half of the things I have.

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;  in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight