Why can't this be easy?

Life, Love, Family? Okay where do I begin? Well the past few days have been good I worked alot and got to spend today with my sister and the best boyfriend in the world. I had to go to work tonight and it went well. My other boss called me today and really made me disappointed, well upset or maybe even a little bit sad. It seems llike I can't do anything right for her. I mean I try so hard to do all these things she has thought me to do and when I think everything is going to be just right and just the way she likes it she doesn't. Or in her words her husband doesn't like it. It honestly hurts my feelins so badly everytime she cuts me to the bone and thinks nothing of it. She is mean to me and I just stand there and take it.Yes she has done a lot for me over the past few months. I just I don't know, but anyways I have the day off tomorrow until I go into work at Sassafraz. I think it will be a pretty good night:) I also started back to school last Thursday. This semster is going to be pretty easy I am just going to have to stay on top of my homework and due dates for my assignments. I am also excited that Cameron is starting back to college! Yay for him he sat out last semster so he gets to return this time to study hard! I'm so proud of him:) Cameron and I have been so close lately he is the love of my life. He spent the whole day with me until I had to go to work. I had an amazing time with him. After work I came home and had an amazing supper with mom. Dad cooked hamburgers and I cooked myself a baked potato that I WAY over-cooked. lol Sounds just like something I would do. It's okay though I got about five bites out of it, that's all that was left that wasn't hard as a rock. Haha anyway I feel so bad. I think I hurt my mom's feelings. She asked me to scratch her back and well I was in a hate-ful mood and scratched her way too hard, and made her cry. I made my mom cry she has been having a orugh time lately and I could suck it up and help her. I am a bad person. I need to get myself together and think about things I have done to her I feel horrible. I wish things could just be easy in life, but you know what they are not even close to being easy. But that is okay God doesn't put us through anything we can't handle. I love him so much for that. He makes us strong! I appoligzed to my mom and she said okay, I still feel horrible but maybe I can make things up to her tomorrow, maybe I'll bring her lunch or something. I hope things get better but at times I feel like she doesn't like me but deep down I know that she loves me and just doesn't like to show it. Maybe one day we'll have a wonderful relationship. One day