New Year's Eve

Today is the last day of 2010, wow it seems crazy to me that a new year is already fixing to begin. 2010 has been my best/worst year so far I think everyone has one of those kind of years in their life. I lost someone who was the closest thing to a brother I've ever had, I got a new job with so many opportunities for the rest of my life, I passed all my classes with good grades, I bought my own car, I got engaged, my boyfriend's brother and sister in law were blessed with a little miracle who is just precious, my dad's uncle passed away, my little sister entered high school, my mom and dad and myself have gotten closer, and I balanced being a full-time student with two jobs...what a year! I was so blessed to have gotten to meet so many new people this year. I feel like 2010 was my year to break lose and come out of my shell. I took on two jobs to try to support myself I was a full-time student and pretty much started paying most of my bills. Yes I do still live at home and I know that is kinda like cheating but hey if my parents are still allowing me to live here I'm not going anywhere this house has been my home since I was a baby. I love it here, the crazy thing is just seeing how much things have changed since we first moved here. When I was a baby Ryan lived right down the road from me and my friend McCall lived beside me all of us grew up happy and just enjoyed being little kids, dang don't I miss those days. All you want to do when your young is grow up grow up grow up, but when the day gets here to actually be the grown up it sinks in....reality sometimes sucks. I decided on my own that I wanted to get another job and stop playing softball I liked working and having money called my own. Just to know I actually got up and worked hard for my money gave more meaning to everything I do in my life. If I want to buy someone something I do it because I work hard for the money and things I have. I hate when people think I am bragging or being a spoiled brat when I show off the things I get, but I am not trying to show off I just am proud because I worked hard to buy things that are mine. Growing up this year has thought me to give more than I recieve even if I don't want to do it, don't be selfish, be there for the people who would drop anything at any moment to help you out. Love, Love, Love, be with your family and enjoy the small things. So I'll be bringing in the New Year at work working and hopefully I'll make it to my someone special before 12:00 to get my New Year's kiss! God Bless and Happy New Year!!!